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| ok well this semester was pretty interesting but overall a good one. i had a fun ride and i don't regret anything about it. especially the choices i made with this certain person but hey it's all good. though it's very hard to get over someone i have just come to realize. you never know how someone really feels unless you experience it yourself. | | |
| ok well this semester was pretty interesting but overall a good one. i had a fun ride and i don't regret anything about it. especially the choices i made with this certain person but hey it's all good. though it's very hard to get over someone i have just come to realize. you never know how someone really feels unless you experience it yourself. | | |
| why do people give fucking mixed signals when it comes to dating?! they say you're friends and 10 minutes later they get all intimate!? i don't get this!! fucking hell! | | |
| ok what have i done since school ended? well let's see i hung out with Aminah and company. Ben is back for a few weeks which is pretty cool. lucky butt get's to live in So Cal. but yeah on wednesday, serena, ben and i went to berkeley to eat. it was pretty cool. ben got to see the campus and we just walked around it was cool just to wonder. too bad life isn't like that. so yeah summer school starts on monday.....great......i'm kinda looking forward to it but not really. i'm taking italian so that should be fun but it's only like for a month and a half i think. so not alot of time to learn a language. i should take mandarin but i don't know. so anyways i'm on a job hunt much like every other college student out there. i applied to a few places and i have group interviews soon. which sucks cause you don't get to shine or at least that's how i feel. your answers to questions get taken by other applicants so you're left with nothing and that gives them the upper hand in getting hired. so yeah i dread them but i've been through a couple so i should know some of the answers haha but yeah. one more year at city! hopefully.....if not i see no problem with staying at city to get all your requirements in tip top shape. though i have never understood the revelance of those honor programs. you're in them and you do well but some people don't get into the schools they want. it's just very strange. i know it gives a better chance but how much? eh oh well. but yeah hoepfully i'll get into the schools i apply to but i'm not holding my breath. if it happens it happens if not i could always go to a school out of state like in Boston or something. but yeah if i do get into the school of my choice i'm planning to go to Rome for study abroad. even if i don't get in i'm still going. i gotta get out of this country for a while. not to bash the US or anything.....just need something new i guess. oh yeah iva is going to Paris this summer.....again.....lucky!! so she's going to be gone for most of the summer. Aminah is gonna be in Reno. Serena and Veroncia will be around but they are gonna be working and i'm gonna be at school and HOPEFULLY working so this sucks. but seeing familiar faces does some comfort for me even if we just hang out for a little while; just like with Ben it was nice just to talk about whatever. funny thing is i haven't seen anyone from class of 2002 normally i'd be seeing them left and right but nope then again it is just the beginning of summer....hmm....oh well | | |
| ok it's been HELLA long since i updated this thing. just been busy with school stuff i actually feel good about this semester....tomorrow is my last final and hopefully i do well. then it's a couple weeks off then SUMMER SCHOOL! yeah school has just taken over but i'm use to it. otherwise i would be sitting on my ass during the summer trying to figure out what to do. i'm still sorta kinda workin' at hallmark. but really trying to apply to other places but they don't seem to be calling back!! fuckers!!! oh well i'm actually seriously thinking about macy's downtown. but i really want an office job. oh well whatever comes my way i'll take it! haha so yeah summer school....i'm taking Trig and Italian. should be fun....hopefully.....though i'm not looking forward to the math. learning a new language should be cool maybe i should major in a language......? maybe not........i don't know....like now i'm not sure what i wanna do anymore.....like you know how normally mostly no one knows what they want to do when they leave high school...well i knew what i wanted to do but now i don't.......so many things interest me like music, dancing, teaching....a ton of things but i can't do them all if i don't have a degree in something. oh yeah and i gotta start applying to schools this semester. i know alot of people that graduated with me are going to UCs this fall but i just wanna take it slow...make sure i'm doing well in my classes i mean for me i guess i wanna take classes that can be transfered under any major so i can decided when i apply. so yeah not sure what college to go to. there was a time in this semester where i wanted to get away cause i was under so much pressure with school. but thankfully i talked to serena, iva, and aminah...they just helped me out. especially when Iva called out of no where...it's like we have this psychic connection....i don't know it's weird. UC people need to hurry up and finish school already! haha i know they feel the same but yeah i just need to see everyone. speaking of seeing everyone i've been seeing alot of people around serramonte and around town. it's weird out of nowhere i'd see friends from middle school and of course people from high school. it's nice to see familiar faces. by the way how long does it take to find some damn car insurance!!! though i know my parents have to wait till my brother has his own insurance before they add me but still! i have a theory though that my parents are holding off till i get out of city before they do anything like getting me my own car.......either that or wishful thinking...but still they could at least tell me or something....eh oh well....i'll just keep pushing for it though i don't really need it now but it still would be nice to be able to borrow the car to get like food somewhere....or even go to a friends house without the parents having to drive you there and back..... | | |
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